Struggling to find the way
Ramblings of a heart on fire
There comes a time when you run low, the E becomes bolder and brighter.
She always spoke so much, so fast, with so much gusto, so strong.
Now she blunders, she can’t think straight, there is a lump in her throat and she hates all she has become.
How do you not see that with all you are working towards, the working is causing you to fall short, the work is too much and you are beginning to falter?
The S on your chest doesn’t show as brilliantly as it once did.
She fights to remain strong
You are a woman, a mother, a daughter, a friend, but lately, all you’ve seen is motherhood.
That was partially a choice that turned into a full fledge responsibility so do not whine the greater purpose will reveal itself when the time is right.
They say they know how you feel as they’ve been there. There’s a lot they don’t see so there’s a lot they don’t know. You share so little of yourself so guess what no she doesn’t need a break but yea she is tired.
No, she won’t hurt them but she seeks more understanding.
She is scared of where she sees things have fallen. She has started to crack and as such the fear of being less than plagues her every fibre and being.
She is beautiful in her raw, unpurified state.
She is trying and she is aiming at the highest stars.
2018 will be the year of triumph and great victory.
She feels her truth and she will become what she is meant to be.
Don’t worry sweet girl, you will be blessed with all your heart’s desires and your strength will be renewed. All is not lost. Love will shine through!
Continue to make the sacrifices and put in the work, you will succeed.